5/30/2006
ok..ive been tagged by a lot ppl(including emails!! ARG) ..so... here goes.
instructions:state 8 points of ur ideal lover.
1) MUST b a christian n loves god whole-heartedly!
2) sincerely loves me for me
3) patient
4) little bit crazy
5) fun-loving
6) taller den me!!
7) faithful no matter wat
and finally..number 8..
8) totally blows me off my feet!!

but u noe wat? it doesnt matter.. cos if the guy truly loves u for u.. im sure he'll change or u'll learn 2 accept him for him! anyways these r ideal characteristics... im sure some day u'll find someone u really love.. n that person may not even possess 4 of ur ideal qualities...but u still love him/her. den u'll look back n think how silly u were 2 do this cos ur frens totally pressured u 2 do it. i may b wrong kays..

so everyone... do u agree? or disagree?

8 ppl 2 do this on their blog.. hehe sabo time!!
1) JOYCE
2) VALERIE
3) HIN WEN
4) AMIRAH
5) NICOLE
6) STACIA
7) HAZEL
8) ermm.. DESIREE!!

FAIRYLAND!! initializing download. *beep* downloading now. (after a while in a metallic voice) 578MB of 725MB. 80% complete. 1hr 28min 29seconds left. *beep*

the verdict: x men 3 is nice. but i think the previous 2 were better..dunno y. there were some boring parts. ( i think only 1..) went 2 watch with kor kor n joyce(aka cartoon. sorry joyce.. :) lol ehehehehe) i bought popcorn which seemed HUGE 2 me cos kor kor didnt eat n joyce barely took any. i ended up eating most of it. in the cinema.. we saw joshua..wen hao.. some other ppl. dunno their names.... went 2 take neos later. kor kor wasnt in it.. had 2 rush off 2 school or something.. went 2 eat.(NOT me.. i was frigging bloated..) carrot cake.. just pei ta. hmm y did we go 2 school? o yea! cos joyce wanted 2 take her books..

o n i forgot 2 mention.. we saw TONS of kcpians at j8. y m i not surprised??? neways.. TONS. was like saying hi all the way lorrs. HI.. 10 seconds later.. HI. n the cycle continued n continues..i wonder if any1 feels the same?

the neos taken looked a bit weird. esp me!! lol i'm gona get joyce 2 put into her computer n send 2 me.. den i'll put it here :) wen she finally sends to me... wonder how long she'll take? hmm... till school reopen? nah.. later! lolzx! think i'll go play guild wars now. unable 2 download the stupid maple patch... sigh..

ciao! watch x men 3. b prepared.( i hope they lose money cos ppl listen 2 me.. lolzx evil!!)

5/29/2006

here 2 blog...as usual...im bored. i kinda miss gging 2 school u noe? the boredom of staying at home is too great. y dont u go out? i noe u ppl will ask tt.. hmm letss c... u ppl probably hv something 2 do..go on hols.. bla bla blah blah. watever. seriously. so..im bored. n i hv so lil outings with moii frens. lucky im gg out tmw!! :) wit tim n joyce!! mayb snow coming too. n on thurs too! woots finally something 2 do lorrs.

im so glad! slowly, im able not 2 think about him anymore.. i've deleted his number n email frm msn! so glad!! praise the lord... omg i wonder y it took me abt 6 mths 2 do so... so relieved. i feel like a huge load has finally been removed! woots!! yipppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! akakaka siao even more. for the past month ive been living a lie.. "bleeding hearts beneath smiles.." adapted frm stella's blog. a great line n oh-so true.. btw...the smiles r fake ones..

suddenly i feel like dying my hair u noes... but i duno wat colour... any suggestions any1? golden brown? pls dont suggest stupid colours.... pink n watever colours not allowed. aneways imagine walking down orchard road with... green hair? ppl will laugh till they tear..seriously. so...any suggestions? leave a comment kays

5/28/2006

ok... im so dying of boredom here.. donno wat 2 do lorrs.. chatting with a few ppl onis... so im here 2 pass time... i cant believe the june hols r here already!! i seems like only ytd tt i stepped out of KCPPS. yes, the pri sch after making my sec school choice. n i think KCP rawks. im glad i made the right choice! go KCP!!!

aneways.. all the best 2 all sec 4 ppl taking ur chi o's tmw.. wish u guys all the best!
anne:if u fail.. im slapping u 10000times!!
bryan:must get A1 kays! ur chi is like..pro!
jie jie(yay she's gona kill me wen she reads this..): suck all the way! don b afraid 2 fail cos u already noe u're gg 2!!
erm still got who ahhs?
stephy: chiong!!!
jessie..darren..michael..rachie.. :don worry kays! u guys r gona do fine!
n to every1 else taking ur chi o's tmw.. seriously.. if u screw,its ur fault. so buck up n do ur best! u still hv 1 night 2 rush eveything out!!

5/27/2006

nothing much happened in the last few days... mopping around all the time. guess this is the meaning of solitude. been ignoring my frens for quite a while. sorry!!! but i guess i hv no wish of doing anything right now except 2 appease myself....

i chANged my blog song 2 blessed b ur name.. F.Y.I. i chose it cos i wanted 2 rememeber the ups n downs in camp.. the times we racked our brains for ideas.. the times frens stand by each other.. the time i totally lost my cool n FREAKED. (yupp.. i did. just ask those ppl who were dancing for talent-time with me...) ..n just the time we did goofy silly stuff tt mean so much 2 me right now. i'm hugging all of these thoughts really tightly... i dont ever want 2 let it go. thanks 2 every1 who helped me along all this while. i was blinded by some unforseen force tt made me make mistakes. thankfully my eyes hv been opened n ive taken tons of time 2 think. i noe wat i wanna do.. i noe wat i hv 2 do... i noe wa i must do. thank u lord for guiding me... BLESSED B UR NAME indeed!! every path tt we cross... is a path crossed with ur help. im gona look up n b positive this holidays. no more unhappiness. its all bout smiling.. smiling.. smiling n believing in god our savior!!

5/26/2006

sigh..for the past few days i've been experiencing many moods... loneliness altho i'm surrounded with frens... sadness tho i'm not in a bad position.. n a sense of alienated-ness... i'm not even sure there's such a word.. tho ppl around me r still the same n dont treat me differently.. i'm not even sure wat i'm feeling right now... ): n all becos..of.........of............................ u... not u. another u. bzzzzzt *beep* confuse lerrss... extreme confusion... dont even noe wat i want now.. dont noe wat 2 think.. dont noe wat 2 do........ sadness overwhelmes me...

wow. i just got back from camp n there's so much to tell! i dont even noe where 2 start with!! haha if u cant tell tt i'm practically BUBBLING with excitement.. go get a brain transplant. with offense.. on purpose.. idiot.. lol ok... im jking.

i'll begin frm wed.. the first activity we did was pass the message or charades. sorry.. i wasn't paying attention. ok.. u noe wat..? i'll just go 2 the more interesting parts. 1 joy girls were put into classroom number 10. MS LAU'S CLASSROOM. wtf right? well u can guess our response wen we heard aneza ( i duno how 2 spell... ) say those words. wow complain alert. esp frm me, XY n stacia. walao so suey lorrs. anyways after 10 hrs of grumbling.. we cleaned ms lau's room for our stay. i cant believe i took down the curtains n put em on the other side so the councillors would'nt b able 2 check on us unless they came into the classroom. i became like spider gal lorrs. climbing here n there just 2 hang the frigging curtains. quite fun but i think 2 of the councillors saw ME put the curtains on their side so they would'nt b able 2 check on us. they were all " erm... dots.....dots.....dots......" lol pai seh!! we den had fear factor. they had 2 drink ewwy stuff like brocoli..lettuce..carrots.. mainly veggies n fruits. not so bad right? yea it wasnt but the smell was revolting. after lunch which wasn't so bad cos we were freaking hungry.. we had a treasure hunt. okay lah. as usual the boys were really immature. sighs..i wont bother saying more.. den a series of normal games.

then came the worst activity of the camp.. BATHING. no.. its not tt i dont like 2 bathe but the toilets. omg there was urine everywhere n the toilets were all flooded. i feel like puking now even thinking about it!! EW!! n we were given 3 min 2 bathe. i took like 3.5 min lor. but ure rushing so much u hv 2 change outside. lol. the door was opened wen i came out... n ron was just walking past...OMG.. haha relac i was clothed kays. btw.. ron is the 1 who told us de LAMEST jokes in camp. 2nd is joyce!! ^_^ he told a 'dirty joke' also. but it was plain lame. but seriously.. i was CLOTHED. i wont say more about the toilets which makes every1 utterly disgusted. but another thing to mention is tt the queue for the toilets were like dam LONG. i think we waited at least 30 min eh..

den we had 2 decide wat 2 do 4 talent-time cos mrs low didnt do anything or discuss anything with us. she sonly told us to do watever we wanted. we took dam long 2 get ppl 2 decide n 2 join it. after a dam long time of discussion.. we decided 2 sing n dance the song BLESSED B UR NAME by tree 63. gd song. all i hv 2 say is tt they chose 6 ppl 2 do the dance. i was 1 of them. i was ok in the beggining but later i dont noe y i was so scared. i freaked n blew my cover baby.. 1st time eh. is this wat it means tt the older u become.. the more self-concious u may b? i think i made 2 mistakes in the song. the ppl who were supposed 2 sing didnt sing loud enuf. we had 2 play music frm a hp n mp3 player. vic a's phone was radioactive. almost spoil lorrs... the music wasnt loud at all. the last part we couldnt hear the music so we just stood there. PAI SEH!! walao lorrs. den the ppl supposed 2 sing were so soft no1 could hear them at all..

after dinner we had a police talk. while the losers were talking.. i was listening 2 music with stacia's phone. kena confiscate the earphones. lol stupid move huh? they screened a movie about a black man who was gona make it big without any1's support. i think.

we headed back 2 the room after the show n prepared 2 sleep. walao eh. we sleep dam late lor. councillors keep coming in n out of our room..

day 2..: we packed our lunch n headed 2 sungei buloh for a 'picnic'. i tot it would b boring but it XY n i had a lot of fun. lol.. dont ask wat we packed. saw some interesting stuff.. den headed 2 the malay heritage centre. on the way the boys were dam sick lor.. bian tai!! i felt ill after the journey.. the museum was boring but the performance was dam funny!! the guys look so gay wearing a 'skirt' n dancing like girls.. the air-con was the best part!!

finally went back 2 school. victoria n i serched for info bout our talent time thingy,we only bathed during our dinner time.. practised the dance moves till we were sweating ducks. we performed.. no comment after that.

day 3.. the last: we played the game c.. guess.. n run. enjoyed it. den area cleaning. lucky teacher helped us a bit le. we didnt need 2 move the tables n chairs tt much. prize presentation. all i noe was tt 1 joy was the 5th or so group.. we suck!! YAY! finally.. just finally.. home sweet home..woot! XY n i headed 2 j8 n hung out. we ate.. watched m0vie.. went 2 playground.. got scolded bya stupid cleaner. wow. tons of fun! but our backs ached a lot frm our heavy loads.. but we got dam tired n sleepy n decided 2 go home.. this was the part i was looking forward 2 after the camp!!

so........... i'm here now.. blogging. just talked 2 joyce.. gona sleep soon..so.. * almost clicks publish post button * ... HAPPY JUNE HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!! *clicks publish post button*

5/23/2006

the day before camp n i've still not started my packing. how bo chap can i get???? seriously.. got back our report books today. think i deserved it. but seriously.. how can i get B3 for eng?? sucks man.. sigh.. think i better get started on my packing.. if not nothing will get done even by tmw... lol.. cya ppl!! off 2 camp in 17hrs.

adious!!! (:

5/22/2006

the funniest thing happened 2 me today... for the 2nd time.. i took the same taxi who's wife worked in our school canteen.. the chicken rice stall dude.. lol.. his wife n son work there. while he drives taxi.. 2nd time u noe a not? n both times i took his taxi 2 the bishan swimming pool lorrs. yeah.. went for self training today. sheesh i havent gone in ages.. feel so tired but relaxed! so coincidental rights? i noe i noe! the 1st time vickie A was with me. this time i was alone. but the guy recognised me.. it took me a while 2 realise tt he was the same dude. WOLS...i noe. how cool is tt?
neways my sis n i had a really fun time tonight after dinner. we were like clearing up the dishes n i was tempting her with Andes mint chocolates.( they rock!!!) n she was eating a banana.. soon after i ended up eating 1 as well. den we played get a chi phrase with banana. since our chi sucks.. we made up some lame phrases something like "phew phew banana spit out" the literal translation frm chi. omg it was hilarious!! we were practically rolling on the floor laughing!! ^_^ haven't had such a gd time with my sis for such a long time lorrs..

*you've torn my heart to pieces but i'm still in love with you...*

ok.. the last post was extremely unneeded n lame.. -_-" totally bored kays? anyways.. yesterday was pretty fine.gona blog for today n yesterday..

yesterday>> it was so dam packed .. barely had enuf time 2 rest.. let alone use de computer.. i think i only used it for 20 min... lol... first of all..i woke up really late. at about 11.17. im such a pig aren't i? den straightaway i remembered.. CHURCH.. i missed it! so i decided to go for de 1 pm service. F.Y.I ppl.. my church.. FCBC ... is at the expo with city harvest. (ngai hon n rachel's church.. mayb natasha n nicole too?we saw em wen we were walking into expo..) turned out.. there was no 1 pm service. but at 1.30 (blurr me!~~~) so we went to eat again. (i ate wen i woke up too..) service talked about fearing god n stuff like dat. i think it ended pretty late.. about 3.45.. supposedly supposed 2 finish at 3.. -_-" im really glad my church moved to the expo. the worshipping part is so cool n fun. like a rock concert. don get me wrong.. we still worship god whole heartedly. cos it kinda forces everyone there 2 jump n sing really loudly. my church only has young ppl... mayb the oldest person there is 30? this is NOT youth service. its the normal service.. i think.. lol i cant b so blurr right? ahh well i blended in well. of cos.. im not tt young or old kays..

after service we went to burger king 2 eat. AGAIN. my sis n i r really gona grow fat lorrs. we bot sunday pies..chicken cheese sticks.. onion rings..coke.. n still got wat arrx? err i think dats it...it was a long (x 10000000000) journey back.. legs pain frm standing so long in the MRT. got back arnd 5.45. my mom DRAGGED us 2 ntuc. shit lorrs.. waste precious time 4 computer..got home.. i used like 2o min only.. den my sis use 2o min also.. c? we're so fair .. :D n we were reminded tt we were having dinner with my grandparents.. so we went 2 queenstown or queensway for a nice dinner.. (AGAIN we eat..)

wen we came back.. ironed my uniform.. smsed TONS of ppl.. talk on the phone.. got lectured by my mom... bla blah but i couldnt use computer.. :( sigh..

today>> we had the learning styles workshop. sian lah.. useless de lorrs. but we had fun cos we played alot.. we went for drama straight after tt. (without drama) btw.. the learning styles class finished at 11. the drama thing finished at 12.15.. we had recess ( more like lunch.) n missed music. so sad! den we went for 2 periods of history.. not so bad cos teacher let us watch some movie. i hv no idea wat it was cos i TOTALLY wasnt paying attention. lol.. den play somemore... den school finish!! ^_^ yay lorrs. so fast n fun. aiya.. got camp on wednesday.. havent even packed. much less decided wat bag 2 bring lorrs.. tmw is report giving day. i so dont want it.. sigh i must really work harder for the next exam..

ciao!

5/19/2006

i must remember. the next time we take height n weight ... must b taller but don put on weight

weight on may 20 plus (i think) = 41.9 kg
height on may 20 plus (i think) = 163 cm

hmms...wats my BMI harrx? erm..where's my claculator..? uhh.. o yeah! can use hp! ^_^ erm..wat is it? weight or height over wat..? ehh.. where's my home econs TB? o yeah.. locker!! lol.

ni yao xiang xin,xiang xin wo..

omg..im frigging gona die of boredom right now. there's like hardly any ncie ppl 2 talk 2 except josiah n val. don feel like talking 2 de rest...im just so bored. we're playing around now.not so fun..but can lah. STILL BORED THO .. tim n joyce sign out now not fun le lorrs.

arg wats wrong with my internet????????? keep disconnecting n connecting lorrs. irritating leh. y must tim go 4 the dumb west coast park outing? y must joyce go 2 sleep? why?????? y must there b 'uninteresting' ppl 2 talk 2? ( sorry my mood affects the ppl i interact with... ) y must i run so WOLS?? ok i noe im diverting. lame me. haha josaih just sent a interacting thingy of a fatboy running. so funny lor. if ure 1 of the interesting ppl...i will send it 2 u. still...no offense. omg lol!!!! now he show us a dude digging his nose!! so funny! laugh till got stomache pain!! ahahaha!! aiyo i can die of laughter talking 2 the 2 of em.

u cant believe wat i did b4 tt...i added every1 2 tim, joyce n my conversation. but they were all KCPians lor. can get the dude u like's email ok. only 5 ppl appreciated it! (rock on u ppls) but so sad... i still duno the mystery behind the ______ n _____ case. its bugging me like siao lor. i so badly wanna noe wats gg on... i asked but no response.

we had 2.4 run today..i guess im a lil disappointed.. hoped 4 11 min..arnd there... but i only managed 12.39 min..i think.. mayb more.. (ARG) i mean..i barely got an 'A' lorrs...wats my problem? ah well ... wat can i expect wen i didnt even go for any trainings or my lifesaving lessons 2 improve my stamina? (i think i havent gone 4 ages!!!mayb 2 months le...shit lor) week end ahead.. not really looking forward 2 it..

now got a slight back pain. i cant believe i ran wit cramps..gastric..n stitches.. so sucky. had pain all the way. but now my back hurts!!!!!!!! ARG

lemme start frm the beggining kays.. school started off as usual.. maths occupied our 1st 2 periods *sigh* had a lil quiz thingy..sucked at it. teacher nvr even collect de paper lor. so lazy till lidat. hello? we pay him 2 teach kays!!! evil pig...waste ppl's time,ink n effort. not like i put in alot but still..u get it right? if u dont..tough luck dude. if u understand..great 4 u.. we had art next. quite an interesting lesson.. mona lisa's actually quite cool.. tons of mysteries n interesting facts n myths bout it. i noe u ppl will say i've gone crazy 2 think its cool.. but don tell me u're so slow dat u don even noe tt im mad n crazy? don b so WOLS lah.. if u donno wat WOLS is.. go knock ur head on the wall 134659878 times. u deserve it. hmm den we had sci. (yuckzx...) i seriously duno y the teacher must always pick on me, xue ying n stacia lorz.. we do our work she also scold. don do also scold. den wat u wan us 2 do??? either way she not happy lor. stacia kena today. yesterday was my turn n now its hers.. anyways she gets picked on byt ms lao most of the time.. she didnt bring her WB n TB so she copied de answers down on paper. teacher even told her 2 do so. later teacher checked... she accused stacia of talking. i mean stacia only said "ehh xue ying can lend me ur paper..i dint get the previous answer.." n teacher accused her of disrupting her lesson. meanwhile..the boys were PLAYING n talking like nobody's business. wen teacher checked her paper 2 c if she copied down de answers..she scolded stacia 4 writing it on a small piece of paper. erm.. like it matters at all lors.. as long as she copy jiu guo le mahx? walao i dam hate her n matthew ng lor.. zheb xiang got sent out of the classroom cos he told her "2 relac lah" .. lucky dude. but he complained 2 me by sms dat it was v hot. lol... but he said it was better den sitting in ms lao's class. y do i agree so much? after a long wait of baited breath.. lesson was like FINALLY over!!! ^_^ woot!!! so glad lorzx!! but it was eng lesson.. as usual loh suan choo kept us till like 1.24 pm. poor joyce waited like 30 min for me outside my class lor.. n it was dam hot. she made 2 groups ( the IPW groups) present the presentation.. she asked em tons of questions. stupid 1s... n she made me sit next 2 justin n mitchell..near zhen xiang n nathaniel G.

better den holding her hand or minusing CA marks. ( she totally loves 2 do tt.. F.Y.I 4 u idiots....) finally...FINALLY class was over!! rock on!! so glad! went 2 j8 2 eat lunch wit joyce.. ate carrot cake, i always eat carrot cake wit her.. so fun 2 eat woth her lor.

den we were so bored we walked back 2 school. even worse. did a lil bit of proj..talked a bit.. sent a lot of smses (ME only) den we had our run. liyana's bro was 1st..(pro dude) justin(my class de) got 5th..(also pro) den wei chyi( rock on bro! n i still owe u $ right?) got 7th place.. i only got 26. sucks lor..but i beat more den 3 quarters of the boys in my class.. was i the 1st girl in my class? i hv no idea. think so tho..(yay me!)den i waited 4 joyce 2 complete her run. den we go j8 go mac a while.. den i went home. she hung wit stacia, XY n some other netball ppl.

now my hand hurts. im talking 2 at least 27 ppl now while i blog. cya!!

5/18/2006

for the last few hours i have been in a total daze... everything has whizzed by me like a tornado..every where i turn i feel confused..wat did i do 2 u? how could i do it? im sorry...

the above is some lame thing tt is so totally crapp tt i wont bother saying more about..in home econs today we did sewing. omg i totally sucked at it.. xue ying, me n stacia were the last ppl in our class 2 complete the sewing shit. of cos...we were playing like mad idiots lor.. teacher keep looking at us..thankfully we were sitting at the back of the room..wow we had so much fun! played until teacher called us.. seriously we didnt noe we were gg 2 b marked on our sewing button thingy.. stacia n i played da fool n SEWED THE THREAD N BUTTON ONTO OUR SKIRTS. we so couldnt get it out.. had 2 cut..walao eh so pai seh... the shity zhen xiang had 2 go ransack my bag AGAIN n take my hp. i mean wtf is his prob? de he gave some lame shity excuse tt he sent the wrong sms 2 me.. so fake lor. wan 2 lie also cant lie properly.. muz go take lying lessons frm stacia lah.. haha cant believe i demand $ 4 compensation. so fake he believe leh!! u c? pro in ur midst here.. ...urs truly.. ME!!! =D lol im so lame..

hmm still got wat har? ermm..it would b a gd time 4 me 2 hv a PDA.. too bad i dont..stacia, xue ying n i kena scolded by the freaking sci teacher mrs lao for talking. i seriously think she's blind. the boys infront of her were playing n talking like nobody's business but she had 2 pick on de 3 of us..she made me sit in the front of de frigging class...wtf is her problem???? the rest of the day passed without so much as a fun time..till assembly..

i think tt like the most embarassing moment of my life..( like real) so many freaking idiots made me go on stage all becos they were 2 scared 2 go up themselves. walao they wan 2 call ppl can don call me a not? call some1 else lah... im telling u it was EMBARASSING. i had 2 wear stupid glasses... not like i already dont la but..arg its 2 crappy 2 b thought of! i totally regretted it after the stupid incident. i gave de prezzie 2 stacia. u c? nothing out of my silly 'hard work' n total embarassment. so many ppl smsed me saying something abt the stage thingy. too bad sec 1s, u'll c more of me during the camp on stage cos my class ppl all like 2 sabo me n say im so popular. gona do some lame nonsense tt im not even gona bother typing here. o yea n the whole school will c me on stage again after the hols.. for some IPW chi thingy. with nat chua as my husband. so suey.... n joyce u'd better not say anyhting bout this kays...

tmw got 2.4 run. i must try my best 2 beat timothy! gota rock on! i think his timing will b below 10 min.. siao 1 lah he... too tall 4 his good. i wont beat him dats 4 sure..poor me.. muz get below 14 min! ( no feat 4 me.. ) just hope my cramps doesnt return. must pray!!! sigh.. nvr train at all... must run wit joyce arhs.. run wit other ppl will b slower de..(i bet joyce will insist tt i run wit ppl in 1 joy` only) but seriously..i ran with her last year for 1.6km n my timing was like 8 min + a bit more but less den 9 min.. the previous year wen i ran wit some1 else my timing was 9 min +. im telling u the only training i went for last year was competitive swimming. (actually its only 3 times a week..) o wait..it trains my stamina...haha lol mistake. but i went for less heavy training the year 4 tt...does tt count? anyways..i MUST beat my enemy...!!! she's frigging gg down, baybeh! u shouldnt even try competiting! lol.. tt was a bit fake lah...

*love is like a bubble..it can burst anytime. but u'll b able 2 look at the wonderful colours wen the sun shines onto it..*

5/17/2006

wat a crappy dae..it ranks 2 over 10...sigh...juz got back lit marks. im totally surprised with my frigging marks. " ur answers r too vague..pls b more specific." tts wat ms choing said. sigh... hello? y would any1 write so much nonsense 2 get marks? ITS PURE NONSENSE ok..? i wrote all the points. teacher minus marks cos it aint long enuf. i covered all da points for a 10 marks in 1 n a half sentences...y should she minus marks cos its too short??? tell u ar..no need do corrections coz my answers r TOO SHORT. so u wan me 2 b long-winded? no prob!!

juz cant believe i got 18 over 20 for the 1st test n my marks all drop now..walao my mom is sho gona kill me..not only her..i feel like slapping myself 100000000000000 times!!! ARGGG...! y?! im telling u if i knew da teacher wanted me 2 b long-winded i'll frigging do it!! i'll totally give it my all.... the only word is IF.

ahh..the gals had some lame captains ball game or something. (sorry.. but it is lame) wait for em like 45 min den gave up n went with hin wen 2 j8 for a while...walao i juz sit dere like idiot lor..stoning????? no way i'll stone at home lor.

aiyah...muz not complain so much..wats past is past. look forward. ( do i sound v enthusiastic? ..or is tt the word i should b using..?) ahh well.....

gona do some lame shity stuff..so bye!

*you're the love of my life...you light up my day every single day...without you , i'm not sure i'll be able to face the world...*

5/16/2006

i hate tuesdays..seriously coz everytime i 4gt 2 bring my keys its generally on tuesday!! rotten luck! or is it a curse??? too bad i don believe such stuff.. MUST bring keys!!! if not i hv 2 wait for my darn sis 2 come home like 2.5 hrs later! n u noe wat i'll b doing during tt time? STONING till my death..sigh..

another thing i've noticied is tt the last few times ppl ask me 4 my number..it's always on a tuesday. weird huh? now this is creepy. . . lol. wats up with tuesdays,man? im sure god didnt plan 4 tuesdays 2 b so bad 4 me right?

wrong. like Y do i hv 2 noe some of my results today? hello? can u like mark slower teachers? wats ur problem? b a bit slow la no 1 forcing u lor.. dont ass n give us back our test papers or marks!! PLS! tuesdays SUCK. it should b called taboo tuesday. i noe its a bit long but..it is taboo for me.

hmm wat else did i wan 2 say..mmmmmmmmm.......aiyo i cant remember...uh...ms chyi didnt come 2 school today? nah..she didnt but tts not it..ermm...ehh....sigh forget it..i'll blog it wen i remember.. i remember there's tons of stuff 4 me to do. but i m in dire need of a PDA..i cant remember!! something bout lit? art? WAT?! AHHH

list of things i must get :

1) a cool PDA
2)a new hp
3)new converse black star shoes! (the one on offer now! =D)
4)o darn i cant remember! too much stuff gg on right now!!

ahh well i guess u ppl can guess who deserves the PDA now right? ME. duh? only idiots wont noe.lol sorry if u didnt noe...idiot..no offense. not.

there's seriously something tt i must say..but i cant remember. its at the back of my head..at the tip of my tongue..erm..nope..lost it. cos of some1 who bugged me.. ans: sister..

lol. think i'll go play maple.so boring.not tt maple is tt exciting either..but no choice i guess...

*u're always in my mind...i cant pass a single day without thinking of u..ILU*

5/15/2006

i muz make amendments. I DO NOT LIKE NATHANIEL CHUA AT ALL. i only think he's nice 2 look at..a bit lah ok?..but i think his personality sucks!! (sorry nat c if ure reading this..) walao u ppl ah...stop saying i like him pls.. ONE MORE TIME I'LL ASK U THIS... "Y M I CHOSEN 2 B HIS ON SCREEN WIFE? WHY?????" wats ur prob????? i noe u ppl don wan 2 b his wife either but...can u ppl don say tt i like him? im ONLY CHOSEN 2 B HIS WIFE ...THATS ALL. FINISH. END OF STORY. no more.. alright..no more caps lock 4 me! ^_^ cya ppl!

*i'll do anything 2 c ur smile..*

poseidon rawks!! =D obviously i've watched it (duh?) im so gona watch tons more movies this n next month! namely over the hedge (cos stacia is SO bugging me 2 watch it..sigh) just my luck,garfield 2,X-men 3, err still got wat? aiya cant remember! lolzx..

neways..i think this is gona b the 1 of the last times tt i watch a movie with ****** ... dont ask y.. quite funny...wei chyi n 2 other guys also watched the movie in the same theatre with abigail,liyana, n some other ppl..i duno their names.. n they sat v near us! how cool is tt?

b4 we went 2 watch da movie..we went 2 NTUC n bot tons of chips n drinks..so much tt we couldnt even finish. ( so sad... ) went 2 eat a bit more...( i ate chicken satay n she ate tako pachi ) ...we den ate prawn crackers..i should nvr eat with stacia..i'll end up growing fat. ..seriously.

ahh well...today was the pft (physical fitness test) day. i totally deproved..

shuttle run : deproved by 1.1 sec
inclined pull up:about the same ^_^ yay
sit n reach: omg...deprove by 8 cm.. (!!!!! ARG)
standing broad jump:deprove by 7cm...
pull up:deprove by 4.

i muz go 4 'secret' training..i think every1 noe by now lor...but till the next test......i muz chiong with joyce!! fri got the 2.4km run.. i absolutely MUST run with joyce! my best running partner! mayb XY also can...hmm...2 bad joyce aint in my class...sigh...

aiyo...i got a stupid written exam 2 do right now ( where does ur empathy lie with? mrs khoo or ah soh? ) >> its literature F.Y.I .. so glad i can actually remember wat im supposed 2 do! :D woot!

sayonara!

*do u believe in LAFS?*

5/13/2006

hehe! :D i really enjoyed my water-rafting n caving trip! i think this is like...the best trip my mom has forced me go to! ^_^ the first thing we did wen we alighted frm the coach was 2 go eat some tim sum 4 breakfast! (at 6am..) n it even tastes better den some tim sum sold in sg.. walked around ipoh 4 a while. didnt c any ipoh hor fun at all..(wat kind of nonsense is tt?) n no chewing gum at all..my frens r gona kill me..

then the CAVE...there were certain parts of the caving tt i found quite interesting.. n some a bit boring. the boring part of the caving bit was wen the guide made us walk around the HUGE cave...with like 2000 steps(we went up n down the stairs all the time..talk about a gd workout..) n pointed out stalagtites n staglamites (i duno how 2 spell..lol...) tt looked like certain things n animals like the tiger,the rabbit,the viking, the boot,the cat n the elephant..if i continue i bet u'll ppl will start snoring awae. rather educational for my taste..i mean hello? end of exam here... anyways the most adventrous part of the caving was the part where we had to crawl thru the caves in water..we did a lil bit of swimming n we even jumped thru a huge hole 2 get 2 underground passage! oh yeah...we slid down a 5m long 'slide' in the cave! awesome fun! definetely not a walk in the park! had lunch..delicious food!!

rafting was the next thing we did. the rapids were like...scary.( grade 3..i think..) but wen we shot the 1st rapid..the 1st person 2 fall off the boat was my sister! omg it was sooooooooo funny! if only the guide was a bit slower..my sister was so afraid! she looked so scared! shoulda taken a picture! ..o yeah too bad we didnt bring 1..my sis fell off twice.. she still looked scared but not as much as the 1st time..sigh..lol im so sadistic n evil!! muahahaha!! =D we also did body-rafting. near the rapids..-_-" ouch the end of my backbone near my butt kena hit! ow...still quite sore. guess its my punishment 4 laughing at my sis! lol...still laughing now!! :DD tt was like the most hilarious moment of all! wish i could let every1 c it! every1 in my boAt fell off except 2 girls..me n another gal. rock on,us! so pro..u c? all the guys fell off! go girls!!

ahh..we cleaned up after the rafting n everything. ate again..took a van back 2 ipoh n were dropped at a shopping centre. not much stuff 2 buy....haha cant believe i ate 2 green tea ice creams in malaysia! but it was heavenly! the G.T ice cream was even better den the haagen daaz 1. ate a cha ye dan(herbal egg or something liddat) walked around..went 2 the miserable arcade...as usual cigarette smoke was in the air. *sigh* went 2 eat somemore..(lol glutton alert.) walked around a lil bit more...den we had 2 go..boarded the coach. n my sister drools! its true..! so funny...if she sees this she's so gona kill me.. but hello? she DROOLS!! de idiots sitting behind us r such freaking asses! they talked SO loud! im like.. erm there r ppl tryna sleep here. u noe.. catch some ZZZZZs? but they continued...wtf lor...the worst thing was tt the driver played some lame music..quite loud but not as annoying as the idiot couple behind me...

at about 4+ we reached sg! YAY... like 1 n a half hrs b4 scheduled arrival time! think the guy took a short cut. great dude! took a cab home. unpacked stuff.. collapsed onto my glorius bed! totally like heaven!! so much better then the coach's seats. they were comfortable but there's ntg like ur own bed! slept till 11..lol..but my sis only woke up at arn 1.30..wen my mom went 2 buy lunch. no wonder she's putting no weight. would've been able 2 use computer a long time ago but there was something wrong with the router...

im so glad i went 4 this trip!! woot! now got pft tmw..sigh...my body aches frm the uncomfortable positions ive been sleeping in the coach. n the workout frm the steps in the cave n the rowing frm the rafting. hope i dont fail..arg! muz jia you!!

*you're the perfect one for me*

5/11/2006

GO AWAY. this ive said at least 60000000000000000000000000000k times 2 my sis even now...she's still bugging me. next time wen she's using the computer i'll sit/stand next 2 her if seh doesnt go away in the next 10 sec....1...2...3...4...5...6....7....8....9...10...i'll bug her EVERY time from now onwards!!! stupid sister...nvr stop on time..hmm...i should stop a lot later wen its HER turn 2 use...lets say..30 min? no prob...in fact it'll b my pleasure! wow 30 min more! thnik of tt! n de best part is tt its 30 min taken away from her! woot! o n i muz remind myself 2 turn on the radio n play PCD at full volume.heck if the neighbours complain. i'll make her so dam annoyed! mayb i'll turn on the tv too....hmm....lol....n i'll play stick wit u(its her most hated song on the album...) from the time she starts using 2 the time she stops. i seriously hope she'll read this n GO AWAY!!! omigosh i cant tell u how annoying it is 2 hv a sister looking at ur msgs wen u talk 2 ppl on msn...or writing stuff in ur blog...pls...gimme a break...lemme live my life.

sigh.muz distract myself...hmm....o yeah 6 of us went 2 vic's house 4 proj today. me,yu teng,xue ying,mitchell,nathaniel chua n benjamin. quite fun in the begining but kinda lost its charm or allure after a while...we all got bored. after like 30 min nat C n mitchell had 2 go home.. -_-" might as well dont go in the 1st place lor..thankfully benjamin didnt. stayed on. rock on dude! did a lil bit of script writing n story plotting...benji played with the dog i gave vic 4 her bday. i think its more like murdered it! he pushed the dog's face n tail into the poor lil stuffed dog. evil.....
sadistic. still cant believe i was voted 2 b nat C's " wife" in the stupid IPW drama story bout chi stuff! all the gals didnt want 2 b his wife. den stacia had 2 b the bold 1 n asked hu wanted ME to b his darn wife. obviously every1 said yea . tts y im writing this post. omigosh if our grp gets chosen 2 represent the class my life is ruined! over! i mean he's cute but........ahh u get my point dont cha? wth...i cant benji feigned ignorance wen i asked him 2 buy a hashbrown 4 me while he was at mac..but later gimme the sad puppy look n say " huh? u did? really? sorry lah.." i was even willing 2 pay him 2 times more! easy $ also dont want 2 make... stooopid!

gg 2 malaysia today..at night or late afternoon. white water rafting trip..not v keen......*groans* y did i even allow myself 2 talked into the trip? Y? it would b the best time 2 use computer lor.weekend after exams u noe. after tt we're gona get back our marks..actually i already noe some of em...didnt do 2 well......

*u're hot. sizzling hot. u make the gals go crazy over u. swooning towards u every step u take. i hate u.*

ehh y is everything so big??? -_-""" lolzx.

ok day...had assembly. the upper sec r like SO lucky.they missed a lame assemnly talk on SKIN...the types of skin n blah blah. the only gs thing bout it was...free bedtime lotion! haha..i played with it n the cap came off darn the contents spilt on mee!!! my bag n hands kena!! n i was scratching all the way after assembly till i got home! but i dont hv sensitive skin like the silly talk talked bout...lol.

so glad tmw's a hol!!! :D yet another reason 2 celebrate!!! thank god! haizx gg 4 a white water rafting trip frm fri 2 sun..so wont b blogging anetime soon. hmm think nat chua n benjamin willing 2 go 2 victoria's house 4 proj tmw! thx 2 my persuasiveness!! lolzx talk bout self praise..i think this is the first time tt nat c n benjamin hv agreed 2 go! (cos i asked..)

ahh well...after my bday...still receiving TONS of smses...belated much? nvm better late den nvr! XD kinda bored...n sad...juz found out there's a big @!*&(^ out there..playin with ppl's feelings..

sigh...how sad life is......

*love is the closest thing we have to magic*

5/10/2006

woot my bday! ^_^ so many ppl sent me smses 2 wish me till i was like so irritated..lol weird reaction? neways went 2 celebrate my bday n went 2 watch aquamarine. quite nice actually....bout best friends n the like.so touching.un4tunately joyce,being a cold hearted person,doesnt feel touched at all.shlda watched with some1 more emotional...like keng yee or somebody...juz need some1 who's more emotional...LOL...later gona go out 2 celebrate..diao...dont even noe where we gg or wat 2 eat. i wanna eat choc fudge brownie with chocolate sauce on top of a scoop of vanilla ice cream. topped with nuts n smothered with cream. mmmmm sounds delish,right? n so fattening. lolzx hungry already!!! haizx gona go 4 a white water rafting trip 2 malaysia n caving too.my bday prezzie? i wish it wasnt...y cant it b a shopping trip 2 bangkok or japan????? WHY NOT? sounds great 2 me.. :( sigh...nvm muz not b ungrateful . mayb a big chunk of $ would b nice...shit...MUZ NOT B UNGRATFUL...ok..im NOT already =D i wish the same would happen in real life frm aquamarine..lolzx 2 fairytale like rightx? 2 bad life is'nt like a fairytale..all those 'fake' fairytale stuff would b so cool...wow... neways so glad its the end of the exam period!! YAYY!!! =DD surprisingly the maths paper wasnt as hard as expected. thankfully it was set by de 1LOVE teacher .. lim shu fen or somethign liddat. if it were set by matthew ng..we'd b dead ducks. he's such a bian tai loser. always talk bout desperate housewives. wat a loser indeed, huh? so sucky. mr chong rules!! his method of teaching helps n is SO not confusing..unlike MN...*sigh* y muz change teacher??? 1PEACE so lucky at least mr chogn teachs em sci now. too bad we hv mrs lao. pls dont even get me started bout her...too much 2 say...too little time..

2 end off... happy birthday me!

*love is our closest 2 magic*

5/09/2006

omg...juz a few more hrs....like about 4hrs++ ..OMG n ive already received quite a few sms 2 wish me hapi bday! ^_^ thx guys n gals! u ppl rock!! XD lolzx...im so excited n yet..worried......u c..tmw IS THE MOST HATED EXAM EVER. maths nsci..my worst subjects ...ever. even my chi is better!!! *sobs* arg n i barely even studied. actually i tried 2 but i hvnt been able 2 absorb anything at all..=( sighx.. wat 2 do? i hv no idea wat chapters r even tested!! confirm fail.it'll take a miracle if i pass any of the 2 subjects...*sigh* -again...

neways..muz distract myself frm stupid exams which r giving me a bad headache...hmm...oh yeaaaahhhh!!!! woot! my bday is in 4hrs n 12min n 47 seconds!!! haha crazy...lolzx...

the countdown 2 the 'unlucky' 13th birthday of kimberly...

5/08/2006

people always tell kids 2 listen in class n pay attention.i wonder how come it took me so long to figure out...*sighx* only now do i realise how lost i m in sci.. *sobs* i totally hv no mood 2 laugh...or do anything fun..juz 2 worried. if i fail anything i hv 2 kiss computer n hp awae...so sad! *sniffs* muz jia bei nu li!! (its chi in case there r stupider ppl out dere..) too scared!! ARGGGGG how come i nvr felt this way b4? weird..m i thinking more 'maturally'? i hv no idea.. but i hope this is just a passing phase! cant live life this way man...2 stressful *yells* especially if i m unable 2 cheer myself up after a setback... *sighx* (again..) wat 2 do............? hving 2 learn using litespeed is SO lame..the woman's voice is like so..fake. totally can put me 2 sleep immediately. its like ms lao's voice! so boring n tiresome.. sci gives me a headache..muz go lie down a while..later head explode!! :(

woot! so glad it's a hol today..felt quite tired frm staying up till 4+ studying n watching tv! =D kay kayzx so not really REAL studying ok..i noe..! anyways ntg nide 2 watch on tv...so boring..haizx...im dead , my sci tb is in the locker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n exam is TMW!! n i didnt do any studying b4 tt either... *grrrrrrrr* die... :( sigh...guess i deserve it...

hmm...o yeah! smsed theodore last nite...he claimed he failed all his subjects..(i doubt all...) poor dude..talked 2 him till really late n wen he scold me 4 being a youngling.so im like, hello? is it my fault tt im 4 years younger den him? neways..tmw is my bday!!!! YAY..but also the exam dae.......shit y do i keep reminding myself?????????? Y?

wonder if aquamarine is nice...ive asked ppl who've watched it le. n they said it's a movie 2 b watched with ur bez friends...(hear tt joyce?) aiyo..i better go soon. my stupid blog song has been playin for like..3 times le!! so irritating! (but i make it reapeatedly so it scares ppl away..lol i noe) n my silly cat is bugging mii 2 feed him for the 5th time this morning...he doesnt even eat so much. guess he juz wants 2 bug me... "RAAArrrrrrrrr" <<--- me! =D

the countdown continues.......1 more dae

mon the moz glorius dae of da week! really no nid 2 take out pencil box lor! :D woot! missed chi lesson due 2 a v lou suo principal hu gave us a stupid lecture n blah blah blah...walao sit so long till i had leg cramp!!! X( after tt went 4 chapel but it only lasted 4 like...20 min? den (LUCKILY) we were dismissed!! praise da lord!! after tat waz recess...........den another lesson i like: school drama! tho our whole grp kinda quarrelled wit each other... stupid IPW..except us 2 work wit 10 ppl...they got brain misfunction arx..hmm...den music period..alright i guess,had 2 write n draw notes...history waz next..teacher nvr come (as usual...) den last period had 2 go arrange tables..gd but do we need 1 period 2 arrange tables n noe where 2 sit? im not complaining tho...played n went 2 toilet like 10000000000x...lol...fun day...LURVE MONDAYSSS!!!

now tryna jack my fren n make her believe tt a guy likes her...im sho evil!!! MUAHAHAHA!!! =D
haizx ............. tmw ish a hol!! yay! too bad cant go 2 stacia's house tmw... :( muz go study soon...
kinda worried... -_-" a bit slow reaction rightx? shoulda studied long time ago lorzx...

2 days left...so happy ^_^ well world in abt 50 hrs i'll b 13!!

5/05/2006

now at dad's house...got a whole stupid incident yesterday tt kept me frm my precious beloved SLEEP!! (zzzZZZZ) can any1 guess? -ans: my sis...

she didnt come home at all...she said she'd b back by 7...in de end..she didnt even come home..stupid girl. sabo me only...pig brain....

haizx got exam on my bday...hvnt even revise sci yet... -_-" hope i don fail... =(... hate maths n sci...muz pass!! so im gona chiong in maple n exams...gona lvl up with 1%!!! (lol)

4 more days...

5/04/2006

x-country day... got 4th plc...how sad..stupid joyce won me by 3 or 4 secs =( !!! bummer sia... walao eh... muz go slap myself n go 4 'secret training' b4 next year. n i nvr tot debra would b 1st!! i mean..seriously she's 1 of the most chio gals in sec1 n she runs?! nvr tot it would work liddat....

couldnt use com 4 quite a while..nvr blog...i oso duno wat 2 write now lor..4gt everything already.. galen's timing 4 the race was FANTASTIC!! his timing was 15min 11sec 4 3.2km!!better den some sec4 guys lor..juz found out he trained every day at 7.30 or something..his effort finally paid off! he's got the determination man.. muz go train with him sometime n beat joyce!! in her face!! but dont get me wrong..im happy n proud 4 her..dude..

haizx got lifesaving today..shld i go? so sian n i nvr go so long..wanna use computer tho..

frm the time i last blogged tons of the most nonsensical nonsense has occured.....some so silly its a waste of time even mentioning.....i think stacia is a bit like the old val...she's getting worse n worse...how sad... n stupid XY go follo her. which leaves me with ' smartypants' -i dont think so but tts wat stacia calls her..- 'smartypants' is OK but a lil annoying at times..n she always cant go out... -_-" but wait...so do i!!

i noe this blog is a whole load of crap...but i dont care..... hmm...lets c wat else there is 2 say..went 2 mcd with joyce..ate a mcchicken meal...almost bot a maple pre-paid card 4 jared but found out tt we no $...(diao) both of us bot a new file..same 1 somemore..the cheapest!! like $1 only lor... =D n congrats 2 me!! i hv $ left!!

5 more days...till i turn 13...

PS:my number 4 x-country was 13..

5/02/2006

really had fun yesterday! (1 may) was kinda bored in da morning.. but i went 2 play bball ( AGAIN ) with some ppl...n it rained -_-" we played 4 a while in da rain but some idiot told us 2 get in the shelter.. talked 2 timothy n joyce while the other 3 played soccer..or watever it's called... n wow! tim really hates zena. also told me she kena jack a lot of times by him.. lol it was so funny! hmm..i also complained 3 him bout school stuff..don wan say here..hand pain...den we went home arnd 6...walked 2 bus stop with tim too..actually he's not so bad like the way zena made him out 2 b.. ( BUT I DONT LIKE HIM...!)

mmm...today..busy day. kinda slept in class..think i got some HW but im kinda cluess on wat 2 do..(told ya i was slepping in class...)

bday coming up le!! n no 1 is free 2 do anything else other den do something really lame on 10th may .. y no body wan go out n hv some fun? i dont wana play bball on my bday! seriously ... would u if u weren't an avid fan of bball??? haizx..so sad.. ahh well de bball craze will soon end.
i hope so..at least

8 days more...till 10th may...